ArRgGGGGG!!!!!! i hate that lorhhh*******

i hate this kind of feeling because it makes me so uncomfortable and awkward.....
Actually it hard to find a real friend in our life....
bt plezzzzz.. i didn't mention this to anyone or people that close to me.
this is only my f-e-e-l-i-n-g*******
erm .......can i ask u something??????
do u have an experience being isolated by your friends in a relationship?
what do you feel that time???
1)happy
2)sad
3)mad
4)ignored
5)revenged
if i am in the situation,........
the answers are 2 and 3......(^^^^^)
i am who i am.... sensitive person and sometimes easily get mad...
but i have my own reason why i act like that....
plezzzzzz.. i hope that peoples can understand me..
i don't know how to control my temper in front of public...
but somtimes, i keep all my sadness and madness deeply inside..
i don't want to bothers or hurts them.....
but sometimes i loss my tempered.
i'm sory..... and really sorry about that....